I pray everyone has been having a great weekend and enjoying their summer. It is so wonderful to go through the seasons but I bet it is pretty great too to just have one lol. Today I am doing a lot of praying and reflection. I have been up and down for the last couple of weeks, emotion related.
I know that partly it is because I am getting healthy and my meds need adjusted so I am glad I will be going to the doc soon for good reasons. As a new vegetarian, I found myself off and on with my eating & sleep pattern too…my minds focus has been here and there as well…..then it finally came to me ” Wanda you have not been taking your iron pills, duh and you aren’t eating meat” So I just restarted and along with the greens I am feeling, physically top notch.
I am waiting on my cleanse bogo to come because I am going to do a wrap, cleanse and replenish demonstration in August that will also include exercise, videos, and pics. This demonstration is on Facebook for now I am hoping to figure out how to translate it so that the youtube world can see my results and struggles as well.
I love keeping it real and talking to you all so it gives me the opportunity to have the best of both worlds. Anyway, my grandmas birthday is on monday God bless her and she would have been 98 and I am saddened because I miss her. That day also would have marked 14 years of me and my beau life together but that is done and I am deeply grieved.
I feel that he is completely unfazed and has moved on with his life well but I am still stuck with questions unanswered, the children on my own, my heart hurting and still loving him and not being where I would like to be in my life at all…..so again…today…I need to pray and I need all the prayers I can get.
I am the type of person that just doesn’t get over things easily especially when I have no real explanation as to why things are the way they are…and because of the blood sweat and tears I put into being great to him he secretly said screw me and I found out from a friend that everything was over.
It is bad enough I had a failed previous marriage that was physically and emotionally abusive but to tell someone about that and for them to still do you so wrongly is just cruel and unfathomable.
Needless to say, prayer works so I must do it now more than ever….I must fast as well to really get my head on tightly and I am slowly but surely getting out of this depressing, disparaging, neglecting myself and giving up slump…or it will be my own undoing.
I have also been disheartened by the hate and lack of support by so many people that I did not expect to be that way. I put my heart and soul into bringing quality and quantity to the table ….especially doing it all on my own, I am very transparent and really show love and compassion to all….but I my sales are saying otherwise and I do not understand that either.
….I refuse to give up but I do think that the variety I offer could use a sale or two because they are things that are not only needed but great gifts….health, beauty, reading, clothing, accessories, and items on sale to me are offerings that I put out not only for you to buy but that I hope help along all of our journeys in this life.
On a upside, I do thank all who do invest in me with sales, who give encouragement, who show undying support and who do all in their power to give love and a nod to me and the children. We appreciate you !
Keep on praying for me ! Please put my children and I before God in your churches! I do not expect anyone to buy anything they do not want or need but if it suits you …every sale counts…and always expect the best from me because that is all I aim to give.
I have already listed the month end sales for these next two days in previous posts….I am going to list my Sunday Best reads in this post and a link to my Sunday Best store items.
I am living for the love of you….#LIVELOVE
God….I pray right now in Jesus name…that every prayer is answered and if deferred or denied …those who asked are given better…Selah….Amen.