I need to calm my brain, I have way more emotions than rationale, it’s the sick and tired of being sick and tired + life+ the strange+ family + work+book+store+???….so instead of becoming a sick hot mess better known as a Tasmanian devil….I’ll eat ice cream…sip tea….bundle under the covers…exhale and fake smile….to myself lol then I’ll show binge:

My fall binges:




Penny Dreadful

The Walking Dead

Adventure Time

Gum ball

Uncle Grandpa

Sam smith songs

Ed Sheeran songs

Al Green songs

The Whispers Songs

And Kevin Hart anything

When I get downtime, like this weekend …I’ll be chilling…and yelling at the screen while the family takes cover from me and my bipolar instability!

More calories! More working out! Yaay😃😒😀😁😃😡😚😭😂😶

Have a Great Weekend all!☕️




Although this is different from my other posts it is important to me.

Many are suffering from forms of lung issues including Cancer that derive from *cigarette smoking. *(or other nicotine habits)

My mother died at 68 from Lung Cancer because she smoked since she was 14. She quit at 66 in 3 months with Chantix. 

Just think about this, had she quit even midway in her life, even after she had me at 40, she just might be here today.

I know this drug may not agree with everyone,so please check with your doctor, but in the end, I had to pull the plug on her; I watched her organs fail and her struggle to breath threw the airway of a straw….literally she had no other lung space left, but that size.

I thought of her today, as I am thinking of all of you, She would have wanted me to at least reach, whoever you are and say….You have a way out, don’t leave your kids,grandkids or any other family members&friends, any earlier than you should! Chantix can help YOU!

Have a Blessed Friday!